As I mentioned earlier, Kyle and I have been working hard to prep the house to sell. Having stairs when both of us are disabled just doesn’t make sense. We don’t get to utilize the space in the basement, and if his mother didn’t live down there at the moment, it would literally be a waste of space.
We also have a huge set of stairs out back that we’ve been having to use while training the puppies. Did I mention we have 5 dogs?! LoL.
Between the stairs, and needing more space (for all the dogs), we have decided to sell.
I purchased my first home (by myself) when I was 21 years old. Having been homeless only 2 years prior to that, it was a pretty big deal that I was able to turn my life around. I landed a good job, then got an apartment, a brand new car, and then was able to buy my own house.
I lived in that house up until I had my NDE, and because of the complications during surgery, and then not being able to walk, I wasn’t able to live in my own house anymore. There were too many stairs and I wasn’t able to do stairs at that time.
I stayed at my father’s house following my hospital stay because it was all one level and had no stairs. I stayed there until I was able to conquer the stairs, and then I went home.
After the domestic dispute with my ex, (The night I got PTSD – I write about this in an upcoming blog post) I never stayed at my house again. I emptied it out, rented it out for a few months, and then sold it altogether.
I lost everything after my trauma. I was unable to work, unable to pay for my car (they repo’ed that) and had to sell my house. I sold all of my smaller items of value to try and keep the car and the house, but when push came to shove it all had to go.
I sold my house by myself. I’m pretty into real estate as a hobby so I tried my hand at it, and had a great experience. I saved myself an ass load of money in what I would have paid in real estate commission, and closed the book on that chapter of my life.
Although selling my house was way more stressful than buying it, it wasn’t near as stressful as selling Kyle’s house this time around. He bought this house by himself when he was 20. So the pride of that accomplishment is understood by the both of us.
This house has only been listed for a week and we just got a viewing request for tonight. I am beside myself with the excitement, nervousness, and fear of this process. I have to get the house looking nice and in the right energy to sell. All while Kyle makes multiple trips to off load all the dogs to his Dad’s house. Did I mention that 2 of our dogs are 140 lbs. and that the other 3 are around 60 lbs. ?! (2 of those 3 are 6 month old PUPPIES!) I feel like we run a zoo!
This house showing will be quite the feat for us. I expect both truck loads to look like something similar to the Beverly Hillbillies. I really should take pics.
We looked at a property yesterday that meets our needs and desires. We are interested in making an offer on it. The buying part has me excited, nervous, and fearful too! There are just so many varibles that we can’t control.
As we were on our way to the property, I asked my spirit team (God, Universe, Angels, Spirits – who ever) to bless us with the feeling of “home” if this property was the one for us. Whoever was listening did just that! Both Kyle and I felt right at home as soon as we walked in the door. I could literally SEE us living there.
On our way home, I was thinking about all the variables of buying and selling, the nervousness of timing and money, and moving. I thought to myself “Don’t panic, if it’s meant to be, it will be!” It’s really hard to remind myself of that, but I try my best to stay focused that it will all work out the way it should. Jesus has the wheel on this one. LoL.
Around supper time, Kyle decided to check the mail where he found a letter addressed to his mother (she lives in our basement) that she got approved for disability. This is fantastic news! It means she can start supporting herself with the Government’s assistance and she can now move into her own place!!!
Having his mother live with us is a sore spot for me. Her and I have had a very rocky relationship and I want nothing more than for her to move on in her life so that Kyle and I can move on with ours. I will write more on this topic in and future blog post.
Hours after receiving that good news, we got a message from our agent about the house viewing request tonight!
I could not believe the series of events that occurred yesterday. There are some days that I feel so connected and in touch with the Universe. And yesterday was one of those days.
Regardless of how the showing goes tonight, we are given an opportunity to sell this house and in turn buy a new one, together, where we can start our lives, together, alone, in a house that is new to both us. We get and clean slate, a new start. A home to call “ours”.
Even though it’s still early in the process, I feel that each and every step we take in this house buying/selling process will be divinely guided. For only God knows our next step in life.
– A.M.